I’ve been thinking lately. Unusual, yes I know – I’ve heard that it’s not good for the brain but hey, I’m a rebel.
ANYHOO, I’ve been thinking that I am extremely sick of looking at my former overweight self, swathed in cream silk, all chipmunk-like in the face, gazing down at me from my living room wall every day.
At the time I felt pretty good. I had lost 5kg before the wedding and I even had to have my dress taken in! I was definitely a little unhappy that I hadn’t lost more weight but I didn’t let that affect my day.
Even Justin is slimmer now than he was back then
but we are both as vain as ever and although we are not vain at all, we’ve been discussing getting new pictures taken.
When I told Chanel about this plan she thought that we were going to dress up in our wedding attire and have the pictures taken as if it were our wedding day all over again! What a laughable concept! Ha Ha! “That dress is swimming on me now!”, I exclaimed to her, rolling my eyes (well, I was rolling my eyes but she couldn’t see them as this discussion was over email). But I can see how when I told her that I wanted to have my wedding photos re-done that she would come to this conclusion. Let’s be honest, I wasn’t very clear. So, like all good friends I laughed at her a little more and then explained to her that no, we would just have some nice pictures taken in normal clothes in a nice location.
And that’s if we ARE to go ahead with it. I’m still thinking about it. Should I just ignore the fact that I was overweight in those photos on the wall and remember our wedding for what it was, a beautiful day celebrating our love with our family friends? Or should I replace those photos with new ones that represent us as a couple, who we are now and where we are heading? Dilemmas, dilemmas!
What are your thoughts on this extremely important, life-altering and not at all vain issue?